i'm a type of girl with full of complexity. still can't deny the fact that wherever i might be, wherever i shift myself to, there'll always be haters circling around me. the deal here is, i don't pay you to hate me neither do i wish to be hated. you created your own fantasy world designated by hatreds. you simply can't accept the fact that others are way much better then yourself, or you ostracize others base on lacking of perfections. you don't know who i am, you don't know the hardships i've faced and things that i have overcome or the disfunction i came from. the past mistakes i've done and i'm trying to learn to make things right. being able to control my emotions, feelings and fear as for i don't wish to be controlled by it. the little things that makes me realise how fortunate i've always been were spacing in room for improvements to learn from my wrongdoings, not repeating what has been done. of course, first impressions relate to how you feel about that person. just so you know, the way i type or the way my picture expressions exposed doesn't really reflects me. it's about knowing the real personality inside and out. it isn't about the beauty they posseses in the face, it's more towards the inner light of their heart. it has always been the heart that matters. i'm not saying i consist a good lining in heart. the simple thing is, you don't know me. don't be judgmental towards others. if you still insist on being a douche, by all means bring it on. even if i defy gravity, you won't bring me down.

finally, i've successfully killed my time and boredom by making myself preoccupied with this lengthy post. this post doesn't refer to anyone. cause whatever i wrote above are what exactly implied inside my mind. i write it with no hesitations. if you feel the pinch, well you deserve it. maybe you ever acted this way. ;)