spent my night time with king kong and garfield yesterday. our rat wasn't with us like usual. i hope she could make it to our third meet up for this year. how pathetic. just coming to our third time for the next meet up. the consequences of making ourself occupied with our own stuffs and life. after all the blast i had, the moment when i stepped into my house, someone spoilt my mood in just half and hour later. isn't it enough that i was actually keeping myself quiet and not to be rude. in any ways i chose to react, it wouldn't be rightful to you people. the best that i could do is to ignore. life is unfair but in the other hand life is wonderful to have the disastrous things out of our way. on this holly month, many hard obstacles are falling unto me. to test my patience and to see how much i could withstand handling my emotions. however, i'll still be happy and try hard not to despair my single moment wherever i might be to think of the miseries i had. doesn't mean the approval of forgiveness could make a person forget about it. apart from this, for my own opinion after reading/watching a typical dramatic quarrel in cyber, i feel that people who are putting more oil into the flame when actually everything are starting to be calm are bunch of brainless people. they wouldn't want to admit defeat cause to them by doing that, people might think they are the typical sore losers. awww, too bad, if you don't like what i wrote, you still have to deal with it. cause even if you intend to be defensive about this by exchanging words with me, none of your words could change my mind. omg, why in the hell am i being so emotional here. hmmm, well let's stop talking about it. just so you know, my heart will for sure get excited whenever the raya songs being played. (: