note to self:
i think the best part about being young and in love is how deeply we feel. when you find someone you really like, you get really excited and jittery just to hear their voice. you think about their every feature and every moment you spend together and it just makes you feel happy inside. that first kiss is like nothing could ever explain, it's too good to be true. but teenage love is like a roller coaster. it's cliche but so true at the same time. you fight and scream and yell. you're whole body just feels weak, with your heart hanging heavily. you fall asleep crying, thinking that nothing could be worse, feeling like you've hit rock bottom. we feel so deeply, even the pain. we let ourselves get hurt because we never knew how hard we would fall. we were so ignorant of the consequences. yet we should still be thankful to have the ability to feel that hurt, that you found someone that could actually make you feel that way. couples laugh and cry, we learn to love and be strong. and then the second thought of a future without your special someone is something you don't want. the pain that you have caused him/her, the ludicrous words you have said to him/her, hoping that he/she won't give up on you. you can't even describe the love you have for him/her. maybe, sometimes you didn't show it but deep down your heart, you know that your love for him/her never will fade away. thank you for coming into my life. i love you. #28 ♥