Life isnt about keeping score. its not about how many people call you and its not about if you have lots of friends or if you are alone and its not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isnt about that. its about who you love and who you hurt. Its about how you feel about yourself. Its about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. avoiding jealously, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. its about what you say and what you mean. Most of all its about choosing to use your life to touch someone elses in a way that i could never been achieved otherwise. 

 What about another chapter of life other than about life itself? love life? yeah people think that a soul mate is your perfect fit and thats what everyone wants but a true soul mate is a mirror. the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so that you can change your life. a true soul mate is probably the most important person you will ever meet becus they tear down your walls, smack you awake, shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so out of control that you have to transform your life. 

 My main motive here is to tell you that whatever life has pull you through, be it good or bad. everything happens for a reason. good times never last and so do the bad times. have faith in Allah. he knows whats best for you. 

 As for me, i have been leading a perfectly good life ahead. I wasnt this happy as before. i never thought i could be this happy after life knocks me down. love life to be exact. its true that the feeling of being at the rock bottom isnt nice at all but remember tough times make you stronger. life lessons are always taught that way.